Ok so lately I have been getting emails and questions about the status of Roy and my relationship so I am just gonna lay it all out here (well my side of it anyway since every story has two sides). So no we are no longer together and actually Roy is back in Minnesota. When everything happened to say I was shocked is probably a MAJOR understatement. Seeing how not even two weeks before it happened I heard Jason Marz's song "I Won't Give Up" and thought wow this is totally Roy and I. (oh and if you haven't heard that song you should totally listen to it). So for everything to end less then 2 weeks later was heart breaking for me. Honestly I am not even completely sure why it ended but I do know he was miserable and he felt he was doing what was best (at the time I couldn't comprehend any of that).
At first I was so mad at him to the point I felt like I hated him. But I don't hate him at all and I don't regret anything over the past almost 4 years. Now time is past and honestly I believe he was absolutely correct. I didn't want to see it then because I hate change and maybe that's part of how we got as far as we did. Since everything happened I feel like I have become more almost myself again. It is weird I didn't notice how far from myself I had become. He was such a huge part of my life for so long that I can't hate him and I have no ill feelings towards him. I however don't really want to talk to him or know anything about him. I have deleted him from my fb and twitter because I have completely closed that chapter in my life. So rumor has it he has some pretty jerky stuff up and honestly I don't want to know about it. So if you are a mutual friend of ours I just don't want to hear about it.
So anyway that is just a little bit of what has been happening.
